| just came home from the funeral. i feel so depressed. everyone cried. not very sure about her brother...but i think he did. i never want to see elaina cry again. it makes me so sad. i barely even knew him and i went to the funeral. my mom forced me but its okay. i feel kind of stupid because i went there uninvited. not my fault. mom >.< but i dunno. made me think of bianca when i went. one because it was my 2nd funeral and stuff like that and two the crash site was on the corner of the crash site. well made me think. if i ever die, i should make a invitation list and unofficial will. just for the heck of it. if i ever die, read the list i am about to write. then, tell my mom and stuff. here it goes:
- The Lim Family
- The Covic Family
- The Lopez Family
- The Brilliantes Family (of course)
- My relatives
- The Kornev Family
- The Infante Family
- The Marquez Family
- The Caringal Family
- im getting really tired.
- ey did you know i slept at 6-7am one night ago and ive been awake since.
- i drank coffee to stay awake.
- two cups.
- im sorry im about to like fall.
- well i start this again tomorrow or something...because im deadish.
- NO NOT DEAD.
- just really tired. -.-
- see ya
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| Elaina's dad. Poor man. He died. Well, I just got back from Elaina's...A couple days ago I was checking through my email with my mom over my shoulder and she saw that Elaina's dad died. So yesterday, (Because its 1AM xP) I went to Elaina's kind of nervous she would be crying. I've never seen Elaina cry. But, luckily she wasn't...she was happy because her cousins were there ^_^;; okay so we talked a bit and watched t.v. for about 4-5 hours. I met her cousins and stuffs. Well I'm going to the service on monday and tomorrow I'm going to a viewing...I am afraid of dead bodies >.< Also my mom's friend's party. Busy for two days.
First update in a while ^_^;; See ya. |
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| ehh its been a while...summers a drag. nothing to do. idk if im moving...spread it. my mom told me that she had to sell the house and sign the ____ papers...so now im pissed. oh, and i got into regular math sandy because im a dumbass retard. oh well. i should TRY this time xP. |
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| you guys all suck. you never comment. you assholes.
well, its officially summer and i have no idea what to do with myself. you all know im moving to texas so yea. and everythings good. COMMENT NOW OR DIE.
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| no one uses xanga anymore...seriously
HAPPY MEMORIAL DAY =D |
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